I'm finally making a change with myself and my work.
All my previous works are getting canceled and vaulted until I can get an outcome as good as the idea. My Perfect Family has a completed script, just the art style takes too much effort/work than I'm willing to invest. Emotesters have been dead for a while because the idea of monsters based on emotion got stale. Wrestaur's Journey: The Topley Cut was meant to be an improved version of another story I wrote. Because I was unhappy with the original. I stopped writing because I had no clue where to go with my work. I just had no ideas for future chapters. That story will be unfinished until I can write something worth writing for it.
For a while, I'm locking my unfinished work away until I can get the power to make them. There will be no more longer works for now. I wanted to get the best content possible in the shortest amount of time possible. I felt I needed to make good work and fast to not disappoint anyone. I had a talk with my mom and opened up about my issues.
I now have a change of heart. I'm dropping everything and lifting the weight of how I think people would think off of me. As much as it sucks for some of my ideas to be (temporarily) thrown out. I think it's for the best I just slow down. Back then, I was afraid of not being able to do everything I want to do. I wanted to do them head-on so I would be a good content creator. I wanted to be the youngest, quickest to make good content. With a new perspective, I'm slowing down to make something as good as possible.
I was going through a sort of crisis/collapse. So I'm finally gonna wait before I make what I want.
I now can't guarantee I will continue the works I have canceled. But that doesn't mean I can't take samples of them to use in future projects. I'm now gonna take my time to do what I want.
If you are an artist yourself, I recommend doing this. Slow down. The longer the wait, the better the outcome. Quality over quantity. Juggling school and the internet/potential career is very complicated. Especially with low money, limited time, and limited supplies.
Be disappointed if you want, I still have other works that I think are good. I hope to make great pieces soon.
-Charles. T